Hi Lenča and Tomáš,
the moon has come full circle, from full moon to full moon, and I remembered walking out of the sanctuary in its light.
I still carry a sense of gratitude for everything I gained and found on my dark retreat, and for what the darkness took away from me too.
After my dark retreat I feel like never before.
Nothing about how I feel has changed over this month.
Ordinary darkness, which in the past could sometimes even seem sinister and unpredictable, is now velvety. It has become a friend.
From now on the sun’s rays will always shine a little differently, because they shine not just on the surface of the body but into it as well.
Just like that morning above Lomec.
What happened after I came back is interesting too. People around me noticed a change.
They try to work out how I’m different. They say I smile somehow differently, as if from within. That you can feel a sense of ease they can share with me.
Just like that. How is it possible? They don’t know.
I know, and I’m not telling.
Warm greetings, and thank you once again
Týna
